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Friday, July 16, 2004
~yeah,,finally can blog le..Damn sianzzz ar com down so many stuff canot do lo,tat is why never come in blog..but anyway noting's much been going on at all oso practically the same,work n study then study n work jus ova and ova again...hope the exams can come soon cos realli feel like quitting this job n find 1 full-time 1 le,cos the pay there is reali like fuck lo n no benefits at all one like doing cheap labour like tat..
~but got 1 qiute pretty girl jus join us haha so least got some mood to work lo,now all the guys there like aiming for her liao haha..she's malay but looks more like chinese at first tot she is lo but saw her name then know haha.oh ya next mth think got my oral exams for english n chinese ar so long never take any exams le so will feel bit scared n nervous bout it,cos scared say wrong thing n screw up the thing..
~wanted meet tat tupid TJ 2moro but the fucker not free again lo like usual meet his Navy bro but anyway im working in the nite oso so not much time on hands lo..find one day all free then ask tat colin n TJ out for coffee hopefully can find the time
~me stopping here cos tired liao its like 12 plus le so going off,,til next time
~tianjun::don worry bro my studies i stil can cope lo..u enjoy ur tok wth ur grace ar
Posted at 11:58 pm by soul82
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Wackiness: 56/100
Rationality: 66/100
Constructiveness: 56/100
Leadership: 26/100
You are a WRCF--Wacky Rational Constructive Follower. This makes you Paul Begala. You are unflappable and largely unconcerned with others' reactions to you. You were not particularly interested in the results of this test, and probably took it only as a result of someone else asking you to.
You have a biting wit and intense powers of observation. No detail is lost on you, and your friends know it--relying on you to have the facts when others express only opinions. You are even-tempered, friendly, and educated. Foolish strangers may mistake your mildness for weakness--they will be surprised.
You entire approach to life is enviable. You will raise good kids.
Posted at 11:32 pm by soul82
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Wednesday, June 30, 2004
Never say forever if you really don't care. Never talk about feelings if they are not really there.
Never hold my hand if your going to break my heart. Never say your going to if you don't plan to start.
Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie. Never say hello if you really mean goodbye.
If you really mean forever then please say you'll try never say forever because forever makes me cry"!
Posted at 11:16 am by soul82
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Tuesday, June 29, 2004
~hi back..been sometime since i update le,busy wth work n studies somemore i don have com at home cos spoil le..so wan update oso hard,now i know how difficult it is to live wthout a com man..how i miss the times when i wake up n jus on the com,gone r those days..thinkin of gettin a new one soon but mite need some help frm parents financially first lo,don feel like askin frm them cos mom sure nag..jus scrimp n save first then see how
~had plenty of rest today,woke up at 11 plus then go eat breakfast n then catch up on telly n studies...wanted meet pete at tampines go buy the side pouch i need but quite far n lazy lo,then wanted meet TJ after he book out but he tired so beta not meet oso,end up rest at home again lol..Good oso lo cos i have no idea when my next off going to be again so rest while i can,and i got my O level oral comin on tis july 3rd n 4th i think,hopefully won get too nervous lol been like 5yrs since my last exam liao..
~jus added some peeps to my blog but needed some serious help frm my bro TJ cos wat he told me onli confuse me more so ask him do for me faster lol..got to noe a gal asking for help on her blog on the irc oso,me not too sure how to do oso so have to ask my bro again lol..BIG THANX man BRO
~Oh ya saw *Her* on the irc too but neva tok to her cos reali don noe wat to say though i have lots of things actually to tell her,i jus scared wait say le she not happy or wat so jus forget it n don bother her since she like enjoyin her chat on it..Haizz*Why am I torturing myself *
~well think tats it for today..me gota go anyway!
U GUYS TAKE GOODY CARE!!
*GOOD NITEZZ*
"I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times, in life after life, in age after age forever."
Posted at 08:51 pm by soul82
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Friday, June 25, 2004
~hi peeps ITS FRIDAY the beginning of the wkends man..but like same to me lo cos stil got to work on sat n sun anyway lol..boy its been hell of a tired week so far,so sianzz of working the morning shift.
~today kana fuck by big boss for something tat i never do then after tat he like noting happen tok nice nice to me again,,such a lamer ..hate ppl like him so FAKe.but stil enjoyed my day at work cos 2day workin wth my my bro lol, so tok lots of crap during work n time pass beri quickly lo..but tat bro of mine lucky today,he came to work n big boss ard so my bic told him to go relak first or big boss will scold cos 2 many staff ard lol,tat lucky fucker haha...
~oh 2moro is SAT n peter ask TJ,colin n me if we going to Debbie's chalet not but me n TJ stil not sure going not but he most prob not going lo,tats wat he told me..but no idea he stil meeting me after my work 2moro not,he haben say anything to me yet.. maybe later then msg him n confirm..
~ ya me msg tat *sm1*few days ago askin her when free to meet let me noe,but as usual no reply lo..think maybe i shld stop botherin her cos she don bother to reply anyway onli when she feels like it then msg me,smtimes feel like an idiot like tat..not the first time ask her meet le but she told me she busy..but if she got time to meet sm1 else who's stayin in yishun 2 jus to buy him some bananas n shit then why cant meet me??haizzz jus excuses to da fa me away la..damn xheart pain 1
~rite me stopping here le,til next time take care ppl!!
I gave her my heart and she broke it, and now all I have left is just a memory in my heart that I will never be able to let go of.
Posted at 07:40 pm by soul82
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Monday, June 21, 2004
~Finally have the time to blog again liao..its been a tiring and boring weekend cos im working on both days,,but did manage to get the time off to meet colin up for dinner at AMK,been while since i last saw tis bro of mine cos we're all busy..glad he's doin good n going to be commisioned soon so life wil be easier le in NS..was gona meet TJ n stella they all at MR bean to catch soccer match but decided not to since i've work the next day so afraid not enough rest.so gota say**sorry guys**cos didnt get to tell them tat day..guess what i finally have my off today *haha* been working straight for more than a week liao so bloody beat man,back's still achin n now my middle finger is swollen lol don noe why oso..think must go see doc le or else wait all ten fingers swell then i die ar..oh ya hope to meet my Boliao bro's for tok cock session soon,its been awhile le man so let me noe if u guys r free rite..
Posted at 01:53 pm by soul82
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I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
Posted at 01:39 pm by soul82
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Thursday, June 17, 2004
~haha im back again..man this stuff can get pretty addictive,,gotta go to work in bout 2 hrs time le..suppose to go for classes at 7 but was too beat to get up frm bed,had trouble slpin too cos my back hurts,oso don noe why its been hurtin for like weeks liao.. very xin gu lo specially durin work when have to carry the heavy stuff..don noe is it got back prob,but if serious hor maybe can cut short my reservist time to 5 yrs wor haha~~
~Sooo sianzz gota go work,,now then i noe the customers u get at town areas can be sooo terok man..some r jus beyond reason n believein,especially now the holidays so many of the kids hanging ard makin hell lot of noises n trouble..dirtying the place n sometimes breaking stuff n we the ming gu 1 have to clean the shit*wats wrong wth this peeps man*
~hiazz but overall its ok workin there cos the staff there gets along well n often joke ard so don feel reali beat out during work...okiess me gota go le,must *jia you* earn more $$$$$...u peeps out there *take goody care* rite
Posted at 07:30 pm by soul82
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~yawnzz..First attempt at wring a blog so hope u guys can support me..been a tiring day for me,jus got home ard 8 in the mornin frm work,stil got to for classes in the evening n then to work again at 11pm*Help*..beat frm all the workin,wonder when im gona get my off its been a wk plus le.
~everything seems to be going wrong for me,works not too good n im having probs wth my studies as usual its maths tats giving me a headache again*DamN,i hate the idiot who created Maths*..but for some reason i cant seem to concentrate on work n studies..There are tons of other stuff going on in my messed up head..wonder if bang head on the wall real hard will help me straighten things out not *haha...
~I think one of the reason is becos of sm1 lo*tJ n close frens shld know bout her*,tat sm1 tat i missed sooooo much n hope to have bk but i think wat i do n say so far maybe means noting to her liao...though she say she don wan start a relationship at the mo but somehow got the feelin maybe she already has feeling for sm1 le n its not me*haizzz sadss* :-(
but will stil carry on waiting n hope can move her heart lo..
I think stop here le..me reali sleepy liao eyes canot tahan le so til the next time...
Posted at 11:00 am by soul82
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